Me

• Climb the Ladder
  

  You look at me

  I look away

  You are so cool

  We never play

   

  Climb the Ladder!

   

  I can never talk to you

  I stutter

  I stammer

  I walk away, nothing new

   

  Climb the Ladder!

   

  You stare through me

  I always see you

  Everybody sees you

  They all look past me

   

  Climb the Ladder!

   

  I don’t matter

  Climb the Ladder!

  It makes me madder

  Climb the Ladder!

  My body battered

  Climb the Ladder!

   

  I will win

  Not now

  In the end

  Make you bow

   

  Climb the Ladder!

   

  I will look at you

  You will look down

  I will find you

  Make you see

  You aren’t better than me

   

  Climb the Ladder!

   

  It’s all that matters

  Climb that fucking Ladder

• The Nothing of Negation
  

  Nothing is everything

  It is the start

  And the ending

  Nothing illuminates the dark

   

  Everything is a collection

  Of the middle

  It is where it has been

  Full of mindless dribble

   

  We are somewhere in the center

  Between light and dark

  Where no man dares enter

  You can’t hear the dogs bark

   

  We are at the apocalypse

  In the nothing of negation

  Where god sits and sips

  On his beautiful amalgamation

   

  After this is done

  There is nothing

  There is only one

  So there is something

   

  We are rolling through

  Racing to the start

  There is nothing we can do

  Let it pull us through the dark

   

  We live in the now

  We can’t live then

  Why ask how

  We are men

• Placebo Day
  

  I woke up at noon

  I feel worthless

  Once again

   

  I walked out into

  Out into my house

  I searched for a place

  A place I’d never been to
  

  I felt empty inside

  Still drowsy from sleep

  I felt that I had died

  And no one was left to weep

   

  The moon was down

  And the sun was out

  I walked around town

  All I wanted was to shout

  Shout about my hate!

  Shout about my pain!

  Shout about my love!

  Shout about my good!

  Times!

   

  I need to stop

  And get away

  From this placebo day

   

  Run far, Run fast

  Win the race

  Then get last

   

  Bleach my hair

  Rip my jeans

  I wanna be fair

  Like the dad of Francis Bean

   

  The night came after

  After that Placebo day

  Missing my laughter

  I began to play

  Play about my hate!

  Play about my pain!

  Play about my love!

  Play about my good!

  Times!

   

  I was waiting for the next dawning

  Under my neatly shaded awning

  Waiting for the next placebo day

  So I could find a new way to play

   

  I’ll just waste away

  Through this placebo day

  I’ll think my thoughts away

  In this placebo day

• Teenage Innocence
  
  

  I was the punk rocker

  That you never suspected

  We shared that locker

  But I was never effected

  By this insanity

  That we call vanity
  

  You got all dressed up

  Only to be messed up

  By your peers

  Which awakened your brand new fears
  
  

  Teenage anguish is a lie

  We just pretend to be slow

  We do it to make you cry

  We’re here to make you low

   

  And we never walked quite the same way

  And we never talked quite the same way

  And we never dressed how you wanted us to

  And we never acted how you wanted us to
  

  You wasted your teenage innocence

  Tell me, does that make any sense

  You let them through to you

  How come I never knew
  

  We left you far behind

  To waste away in that town

  But we’re sure you don’t mind

  Cause you’re just a conformist clown
  

  Teenage anguish is a lie

  We just pretend to be slow

  We do it to make you cry

  We’re here to make you low
  

  And we never walked quite the same way

  And we never talked quite the same way

  And we never dressed how you wanted us to

  And we never acted how you wanted us to
  

  I was the punk rocker

  That you never suspected

  We shared that locker

  But I was never effected

  By this insanity

  That we call vanity
  

  Teenage anguish is a lie

  We just pretend to be slow

  We do it to make you cry

  We’re here to make you low
  

  And we never walked quite the same way

  And we never talked quite the same way

  And we never dressed how you wanted us to

  And we never acted how you wanted us to

• Love You Like I Should
  

  You said you loved me

  But you won’t get close to me

  Do I have a disease

  Or a bad case of fleas
  

  I wanna hold you in my arms

  And love you like I should

  But you won’t let me touch you

  You won’t let me love you
  

  I wanna touch your soft skin

  I wanna smell your silky hair

  I wanna kiss your sweet lips

  I wanna love you like I should
  

  You turn away my advances

  But you still put me in your trances

  I feel so awkward around you

  Nothing I do is right
  

  Please don’t yell at me

  It wasn’t my fault

  I don’t want to fight

  Not tonight

  Or ever again
  

  I love you so much

  It hurts inside

  I just wanna feel your touch

  It makes me warm inside
  

  I wanna touch your pale skin

  I wanna smell your dark hair

  I wanna kiss your red lips

  I wanna love you like I should
  

  I wanna love you like I should

  Like I should

  Love you like I should

  Love you like I could

  Like I could
  

  You told me you loved me

  But you won’t get close to me

  I try hard and you turn away

  You say someday

  It will be all right

  But until then let’s never fight

My thoughts on life

• It is ok to be lazy, as long as it doesn't interfere with your success in life
• Believe what you want to believe, as long as you aren't a jack ass about what you believe
• Sleep often and sleep for a long time
• Listen to a hell of a lot of music, it will make you a better person
• Live how you want to live, I'm too lazy to stop you
• Don't be a conformist, why live in someone else's shadow?
• Check out the enlightenment section at the Mega Crap Site of Doom
• Don't go along with fads. They die out, and they you are left there looking like an idiot